http://www.99letters.com/index.php An written experinece of conscious love and war. Thu, 11 Mar 2010 20:36:13 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en To my father's daughter in-law, One year ago my father was diagnosed with colon cancer. Three months later he underwent a surgical procedure to remove the cancerous part of his lower intestine, which left untreated could have killed him in a matter of months. At the stale age of 73 a ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=102 To a blizzard’s plight, It’s winter in New York and there’s a snowstorm expected tonight. I moved here a little over a month ago leaving Los Angeles and its haunting stench and staleness behind. I miss my friends, although I know my absconding was justified as a matter of life or ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=101 To a positive outlook, This year has been by far the most challenging battle I've faced on this god-forsaken planet. Consecutive imbroglios have beleaguered my opportunities and yet I still have a panoply of tricks up my sleeve to abscond the despondent strangle-hold I feel on a quotidian basis. Constantly reminding ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=100 To the new mythology, there's a hero and he has a million faces. He looks just like her, just like him, and has a body of a tired extinguished star. We've seen this hero in our dreams, in our fantasies beyond the realm of what is; the hero surpasses being throughout ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=98 How many years has it been since I've written in this journal? What started as an escape plan from my own insanity has become an epic journey into the mind and heart of a lover's path. Once a burning fire in my soul, you've now become a faint and distant ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=97 My arrogance and my ego are the cause for my need to help others. It makes me feel better about myself when others are benefited by my actions. However this will never fully satisfy my desire to truly help others. In fact, it shields me from ever satisfying my desires ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=96 To the serious side, I have just realized something very interesting about how serious I take my lovers, but more importantly how serious I take my break ups. I don’t choose to be so dramatic; my mind just seems to go in the direction of depression and self-loathing when love fails. ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=95 Divorce Papers, You’ve signed them and mailed them back to the Los Angeles court house. I’ve been meaning to go check up on the process, but haven’t had the will power to do so. The courthouse is only ten blocks from here. Again, I’ve failed. My phone rang a month ago. ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=94 Valentines Day Let us discuss this day of love. Let us delve into why this day even exists. That damn Grecian angel of love comes down into our lives, a living in hell, and shoots us with his hypnotic goddamn arrows of slavery. What kind of bastard anarchist saint of god ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=93 Dear 2006, You’ve come too soon, like an inexperienced man with no stamina during his first sexual encounter. Or maybe it was I who has come too late, possibly never cumming at all? Did you come tonight? I’ve yet to have sex with anyone besides you in the year 2005, which ... http://www.99letters.com/index.php/?p=92